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Oh man that so wasn’t worth this.

Thought of the day:

Is it sad that “cbf” comes up, on my phones predictive, before “bad”………

It’s all fun and games but at the end of the night you still have to live with yourself and what you’ve become.

Thought of the day - too tired to be mind fucked

If one, who considers themselves to be broad-minded, judges and rejects those who are narrow-minded, is one contradicting oneself?

And I don’t care if I sound like a “retard” when i say “cbf” all the time because I cbf trying to stop ;)

Thought of the day - cbf

Do you ever cbf turning the corner When you drive? It happened to me this week after gym. I was so tired that i cbfed turing a corner, but I had to because I couldn’t have just kept driving straight when there was a corner.

Stupid people - rant of the day

Someone just posted as their facebook status: “if you murder a midget, do you get half the time in jail?”
of course you don’t get half the time in jail. Is a midget half a person? No, do you get sentenced according to the height of the person you murder? No. I get that it is a joke, but seriously? A midget is a short person, not half a person.

Goodbye

There are too many humans walking this planet. She remains unknown and unfound as she walks across the earth. She continues on this journey of self destruction without being seen or heard. At night, if you stopped and listened closely, you could hear her screams echoing around the hills. But no one can do that anymore. It was chilling to those that had paused to listen. A young man in the forest was stopped, to have a rest from cutting down trees, when he heard the girl’s blood curdling nightmare unfolding. He ran through the forest. He believed that she was in mortal danger from the wolves that ran through the forest at night. She was in danger from the wolves, but not the ones the young man could see. They were the ones that were in head, the ones that she couldn’t kill. She hurts herself on the outside to kill the very thing that she cannot kill, without killing herself. The man had taken his axe to the door of the shack she was in to break in, to save her from the wolves of the forest.

This was where he paused, at his very first sight of her. She was amazing in every way, but soon his screams would join hers to echo around the hills. The blade was pressed into her wrist and the life was pouring out of her to splash down onto this earth. With one final glance to the man her eyes fluttered and her teeth were clenched and a very slight “goodbye,” slipped from her lips as she took a final breath.

Anonymous:
hey tess, you know me, probably not well, but i need to talk to you. i feel useless and sick and i want to cut but i know i shouldnt and its hard not to. im sick of always listening to evryone else and i just need someone to talk to and you seem like the perfect person for me to do that with. im sorry but i just need to talk to someone
Me:

Hey thank you for coming to me, it’s quite flattering :). Babe I know exactly how you feel, you need to keep your sights focused on the present and future, stop thinking about the past. Cutting helps but only for a few minutes, the guilt the next day isn’t worth it, and trying to hide it is real hard (especially in summer). You should tell me who you are cuz I love to talk to poeple about their issues. Opening up to friends and family is key because they will understand and it’ll give you support. When you have a problem try to think about the advice you would give someone who is in your position. Or ask me for advice :) I hope you feel better soon and I always find that going to gym or just catching up with a good mate improves my mood. Or write a diary to get all your thoughts and feelings out of your mind and onto some paper, it’ll help clear your head and help you to relax. my number is 0211734022 if you wana text me at any time
Oh yeah and if you look down my page, you’ll see the glitter jars thing. I saw it and thought it was a really good idea and I intend to make one for myself, my sister, my bestie and anyone who is going through hard times, cuz everyone does

And There’s nothing wrong
In being far from right
Another skeleton song
Stuck in my head all night
And there’s something wrong
When everything goes right
Another skeleton song
Will save my life tonight

Never leave the person who understands you more than anyone else. Someone who you can talk to about everything and will stand next to you even with your unwanted attitudes. Treasure the one that accepts and loves every bit of you.

(Source: tothicus)

i-l-l-u-m-i-n-e:

Glitter jars - 
I was taught about glitter jars during my time as an inpatient. I learnt the magic of glitter during a self-soothe class as part of an emotional coping skills lesson.
There’s no science, no counting, no acceptance and no forceful methods involved in the alteration of your emotions during use of the glitter jar - just distraction. 
Making a glitter jar is simple. You will need:
1 jar (with a lid of course!)
1/10 vegetable oil
9/10 water
glitter - lots of!
food colouring
anything else shiny
Add the water and vegetable oil together. Add a few drops of food colouring, all of the glitter and anything else shiny. Put the lid on (tight!) and shake it.
When you want to cut / binge / scream / cry, shake the glitter jar and watch until the glitter is settled. It’ll calm you and hopefully the emotion will pass.



this looks so meean!

And she fights with all her might but sometimes the sadness takes over. She is tough now. She used to be weak but now she is a force to be reckoned with. Sometimes it isn’t enough. Sometimes it consumes her again, taking over her mind, her body, her soul. She lays in bed, distraught after having to put on a mask of normality for her family and she wishes she could take a pill, any pill. A pill to make her sleep. Just for one night. Maybe two. She cuts deeper than ever before tonight. Deeper than ever ever ever.